Tuesday, September 27, 2005
back..
hmm.. tagal nang walang post.. hahaha.. i miss this blog.. well..
i wnted to share alot of things, but seems so confidential.. so i decided not to open my mouth bout everythin.. hehee
kanina.. uhmm.. ano bang nagyari kanina.. we tried to assemble the tent of my cuz for the comin' camping on friday.. tas, when its done na, my classmates chit-chat inside.. (confession rum daw) hehe.. tas un.. then.. i didnt stayed there ng matagal coz its really hot inside and seems like there's no air., and it's really hard to breathe.. haha.. that's why di rin sila gano nagstay inside ng matagal..
then, we had our practice (kinda{"_"}) for the blah blah in english.. sad to say, i cant catch up with the steps.. (well.. i cant groove the way they do) so we decided to change nalang the song, since not all of us like the song..
after nun.. i attended the training for the varsity.. grr.. didint enjoyed it much.. since were so onti lng.. and sarah wasnt there (kasi kmi ung always magka set) but addie is also good, so masaya rin, since she's a good setter din (toser).. but im not a good spiker (haaha..)
un. so.. cant imagine what will goin' to happen tomorrow .. since all of them are wearin' their scouting uniform.. haha.. and we, juniors and senoiors will be wearing our CAT uniform.. (which is probably BASURA) haha.. (kiddin') yuckie.. it's ok naman na we'll have CAT, but i never wanted to wear such stupid shirt.. (wuuuatever gurl!) goodluck samin..
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
tinatamaan kb?!
ei..g0t s0 many thingz t0 share out here.. eniweyz.. napalitan k0h na ung bola na nabutas k0h.. hehe.. kxe naman ung witchcraft ni kat eh.. weheehehe.. jokez.. yan 2loy.. at lam m0h ba kung an0ng cnabi k0h.. kaya me aalis kxe paplitan k0h ung ball na nabutas k0h na kay marj though bola talga un ni jayjay.. ehhehehehe.. astig db.. haha..tas nan00d narin us ng you got served sa kanila.. kahit na sobrang tagal na ng m0vie na un.. heheehehe.. tapos un..
hey, nasabi koh nabng may liga here.. at napaka walang kwenta.. kse.. inter blah blah lang..basta pang phase lang namin.. so gan0n..ang c0rny.. promiz.. at napka walang kukwenta ng mga ta0.. shit talga.. ay0ko talga sa lahat ung pinagkukuwentuhan ak0h.. tang'na.. kaya nga gabi kami lumalabas para walang makkakita gan0 samin eh.. pero shit dem all..! tang'na.. di bale kung maay0s ung kinukwent0h eh,, pero pur0 kabastusan.. tang;na niy0ng lahat.. walang peklaman pede.. akin 2,, tska.. n0rmal lang naman 2ng gant0 eh.. feeling niy0 naman pinag eeksperimentuhan k0h 2 para maging gant0..tska shit kaung lahat,, average lang ung laki pwede.. ha?! at hindi ak0h ang eexercise para lang mapalaki t0h.. hindi pa k0 obsess sa gan0n.. shit kaung ol.. pati ung mga babae d2,, i cnt imagine.. babae pa naman kau.. napaka cheap ni0 rin..
at ikw.. kung antatamaan ka.. o0 ikw.. ung kapit bahay k0h.. na ka0skulm8 koh.. na kaplastikan.. at mahilig manulot ng mga bf.. pwede bah.. makuntent0 ka na kung an0ng mer0n kah.. i dnt know what da heck is ur balak kaya ure doing this things.. shit kah..alam mong may bf akoh.. s0,, wala kang karapatan na i-bridge ak0h sa ibang lalaki.. lalaking alm k0h na... AMP! shit talga kau.. ang cheap ni0..lao na icw.. *****!! alm mo naman cguro na pinaplastic lang kita.. so,, wag ka amg expect ng friendship from us.. coz we dont expect friendship din naman from u.. kung pinaplastic moh kami,, lam na namin un..that's why were doing the same thing.. cheap na nga kau pare pareho,, napak starera niy0 pah.. alam k0h naman kung wat ung balak m0h eh.. i-bibridge moh ung guy sakin so masira kami ni jay.. shit ka! if ure expecting taht thing to happen.. idiot ka pare... hindi mangyayari un.. inggit ka lang.. kaya pwede.. makuntent0 ka na sa mga lalaking sinasabi m0ng "nagkakandarapa sau".. (maganda ka diba.. sabi m0h... icw lang may sabi nun..).. cheap na, adobe pah.. asa pah diba.. sin0ng hindi magkakagust0 sau.. (iwww.. if i know...).. starera ka nga pala diba...?! haha..
nakakagigil talga.. si *t0ot* nga malapit ng bumingo kay jay e.. tapos un pala hindi lang pla xa ung ganon.. napaka.. shit kau.. kung bf k0h nga never nag sheshare ng gan0ng topic t0 anyone eh..tap0s kau.. kau pah.. kau pang hindi k0 naman close.. kau pa ung ganon.. shit kau.. para kaung walang pinag aralan.. nakakadiri kau.. tang'na tlga..
at sa mga nagmimizcol sakin.. (grr.. kung sana nababasa ni0 lang 2..) alam koh anman kung cn02x kau e,, if i know.. kau rin ung mga guys na sinasabi k0h sa taas.. pwede ba.. sagabal lang kau sa buhay.. wala naman kaung madudulot na maganda eh.. nakakahiya kau.. kaya nga i dnt need friends here eh,, tama na sila kharen. wag na kau,, lalo na ung mga cross-fingered friends that i "had".. hindi k0h kau kailangan.. mas matutuwa pah k0h kung mabubura kau sa mundong t0h.. alam niy0 un..
hmp!bat ba puro gant0 ung kinuqwent0 k0h..banas na eh n0h..hay.. change t0pic.. ewan.. last sun. supposedly opening ng league nila jay,, dapat n0od us.,, but then.. di pala 2loy.. tas sa may7 nalng daw.. at ang balak namin ng best k0h.. isama si *****, para i-0P.. tapos sasama k0oh si kha and si kathy.. tas si marj and aemi.. so asa pa xa.. sana lang hindi 30pesos ang dalin niya kc.. gint0 ang pmasahe dun..(naiintindihan moh ba un pare...), sana lang talga, matuloy an ung game.. hehee...
dahil sa sobrang hectic ng sched ni jay.. hindi na tuloy us makapag swim.. huhuhuhu.. dapat nung fri...kaso hindi xa pinayagan.. kc.. ewan ko... i dunno.. kxe,, hindi xa sumama sa fam outing nila.. so pagsumama siya samin... unfair naman diba.. hindi siya sumama sa family tas sa gf and friends, sasama..
niweyz.. u know what.. i felt spexial na a while ago sa hauz nila jay.. ewan koh kung bakit.. maybe dahil nakikipag kwentuhan na ung m0m niya sakin.. tas un.. tska.. basta.. masaya.. ngaun koh lang an feel un simula nung nagpunta koh sa hauz nila.. saya n0h..sana tuloy tuloy na 2..hay.. sana talga... hehehehehehhehe..
an0h pb..nakalimutan k0h na ung ibang things na ikukwent0h k0h eh.. i dunn0 bakit.. basta, pag na-alala k0h.. ikukwent0 k0h kagad...ehehehehe.. un lang muna for n0w.. basta.. sana ung mga ta0ng pinapatamaan k0h sa tass.. maunt0g nah.. patay kau kay jayjay.. sinumbong k0h na kau.. hmp!!!!!!! sama niy0 talga.. pati ung mga bagay na hindi dapat pinag uusapn.. pinag uusapan niy0.. shit kaung lahat.. kadiri kau,, pwamiz.. hindi ak0h.. nagpapa enlarge.. hindi nagpa silic0n or what so ever.. at average lang t0h.. baka may pr0blema kau sa mga mata niy0.. oatingin anh kau.. malala na yan.. pr0miz..
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Monday, May 02, 2005
why?
ei.. matagal nq di post,,, hehe.. dami k0h ng gusto i-share.. but seems like i dnt hv enuf tym to make it up... tas im texting pah.. so,, maybe.. i'll share it by t0morrow.. hmm.. basta miz k0h na blog k0h.. hehehe.. ung diary k0h d2, di narin updated.. seemz like i dnt hve enuf tym na talga for myself.. pero im n0t doing anything naman.. i mean,, wala namang ibang pinagbubuhusan k0h ng oras.. bt gan0n.. busy lang cgur0 talga.. pero saan?! hmp! bahala nah.. basta gan0n.. aus bah?!
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Monday, April 25, 2005
tama bah t0h?!
hey.. im here again..wah.. i jaz cant imagine im having the same problem still.. sana a;ang nababsa ng ibang friends k0h 2,, pero kind a shy parin naman me n0h..para i-open ang lahat lahat ng bagay na nagyayari sa bhay k0h..s0, swerte parin talga ng mga friends k0h na alam t0ng site an t0h..at the same tym.. hidi rin,, kxe nakakadag dag yata k0h sa mga pr0blema nila.. heehhe.. lague nalang problema ung nakalagay sa mga posts k0h.. nakakasawa nah.. huhuhuhu.. kelan kaya k0h makakatakas sa mga barriers na t0h.. sumday.. s0meh0w..
huhuhu.. i dunno na talga wat to do.. feeling kog, he stopped caring about me nah.. i dunno kung napaparanoid lang ba ko.. nung umattend kami last tym ng mass,, bigla xang bumulong na mahal na mahal niya k0h,, pero bakit parang lalo siyang lumalayo.. nahihirapan na nga rin ak0ng intindihihn ung mga bagay2x na ngyayari e,, sa 22o lang.. nahihirapan nako..
maxado k0h na yata siyang mhal eh.. ay0k0 ng ganto.. sa t0t0o lang, i dnt expect na i-luluv k0h xa ng gan2.. nahihirapan akoh,, ayoko na yatang mahalin xa.. bakit ba kailangan k0h maramdaman ung lub na to ng sobra.. ay0ko.. hindi ba pwedeng average lang k2lad ng dati?! ung hindi pa kalevel ng mga bagay ngaun.. ung ok lng,, ung nagwowork lang ung realti0nship ng basta basta.. hindi gan2,, ay0kong mahalin siya ng s0bra.. natatak0t na k0ng mawala siya.. pan0h pag hindi k0h kinaya..?! mahihirapan lang ak0h.. pwde bang wag nalang ak0h makaramdam ng gant0ng em0tionz.. may medicine ba o antibi0tic na nakakapag pigil ng feelingz.?! ay0ko siyang mahalin ng s0bra.. baka masaktan lang ak0h pag nawala siya sakin..
nagun palang,, nahihirapan nako,, bt ba pinabayaan k0h ung sarili k0ng i-luv siya ng t0d0,, dati naman hindi pah naman gant0..parang ok lang if we'll end up.. pero ngaun,, habang tumatgal.. ay0k0 na talgang mangyari un.. an0h bah?!?! ay0ko ng gan2.. ay0kong mahirapan.. shit!! may gam0t ba sa gant0.. tang'na pan0h k0h ba t0 pipigilan..?!
minsan, aniisip k0h..sobrang lay0 niya anh sakin.. hidi k0h alam kung mahal niya pb k0h.. kung talgang may halaga pah k0h.. gusto k0h na ngang tapusin lahat eh.. pero,, hindi k0h pala kaya.. mahihirapan ak0h.. pag ginawa k0h un.. sinabi k0h narin sigur0ng tinatapos k0h ng umik0t ang mundo k0h.,. shit! bat k0h ba t0h sinasabi?! bt ba gn2.. mahal an mahal k0h na xa.. c0mpared sa dati k0ng nararamdaman.. s0bra nah.. iba na talga e,, ay0ko.. ay0ko.. ay0ko.. oneday,, masasaktan lang ak0.. at ay0k0ng mangayri un..
bat ba k0h nahihirapan.. bat ba gant0.. dati naman hindi.. o0.. nagkukuwent0h k0h b0ut him usually.. (d2 sa blog k0h), per0.. compared sa dti,, iba na talga ngaun.. ewan k0h.. tang'na talga.. leche.. ay0ko nah talgang makaramdam ng gant0.. last time na tinanong ak0h ng best k0h kung mahal na amhal k0h ba si jay.. sabi k0h, ok lang.. per0 nagun.. pag tinan0ng niya k0h.. tang'na.. ay0k0 talga ng gant0.. pano pag napraning ak0h??! pag sobra na talgang mahal k0h na xa.. tapos maghiwalay kami.. masaktan ak0h.. ay0ko.. tang'na talga..
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
i th0ught..
hey there,, ya know what i had a dream lastnyt.. its really weird.. i and jay were there.. and im telling him na we need a break.. did yah get it?! uhmm..as in break nah tau.. then.. alam moh kung anong ginawa k0h,, dinisc0nnect k0h ung internet.. kxe nag iintrnet kami in my dream!?! weird ayt..
and sa reality>!? e2 ang kwent0h.. sum kinda.. ma-irerelate din sa dream ko..kind a..pede nah..mej0.. may kinalaman.. huh?! basta gan0n.. uhm.. this is the st0ry by da way.. when i woke up a while ag0.. i received a text message fr0m jayjay.. nah!! n0t pagkagising na pagkagising.. i received the text message after i had my breakfast,,basta ar0und 9am.. then, i asked him if we will go t0 southamall pb., (since it's our m0nthsary nga yesterday).. the he t0ld me nah, we'll g0 t0 church nalang.. kxe di xa pinayagan ng m0m niya.. i started freaking out again.. c0z i cant imagine,, he's the one who planned it and im expecting nah matutuloy kxe xa ung nagyaya.. but then,, xa pa ung di pinayagan..
after a while.. ang tagal niyang nagtextbak.. as usual,, were having a big big big argument again.. im asking him if he still wants t0 g0 t0 church.. x0brang tagal magtxtbak.. s0, i called him up in their landlyn.. and his n0t there.. then i freaked out again,, sa sobrang asar.. sinabi k0ng,, "l*che,, break n tau!!!!".. i dunno what heck thing came into my mind that tym.. so.. un.. pero tinawagan k0h parin xa,, sa cp.. (nakalimutan k0h ang mga sinabi k0h.. pr0miz.. h0pe t0 die!!!) then he answered it naman.. i was w0ndering kung bakit hindi xa makatext pero nasag0t niya ung cp.. s0 un,, i asked him if we will still attend the mass.. my t0ne is really bad that tym.. i wanna freak out and say "napaka walang kwenta m0h,, at i h8 u so much..".. but i stopped myself.. at ang sagot niya sa questi0n k0h if we will still attend da mass.. "sabi m0h, break na tau?!".. AMP! eversince,, ngaun niya lang toh nasabi.. ansakit pare.. naiiyak ak0h.. sa s0brang sh0ck,, hindi ak0h nakapag salita..
then he was keep on saying "hello.." but im not answering him back.. i really dunno what t0 say.. then the cp im using went busy.. naubos ung load.. t*ng-ina.. i n0ticed nah wa na palang laman ang wallet k0h.. wala na kong pang load.. unless.. hingin k0h na ung m0ney f0r the "date".. the date i thought we'll have.. but that tym.. sobrang na-block out ak0h.. i just freaked out.. hinagis koh ung cp k0h.. (buti hindi nasira..).. ung pillows.. and everything.. while crying..
then.. may nagtext.. fuck.. hindi k0h malaman kung nasan ung cp k0h.. then,, nung nalocate k0h an ung cp.. i opened up the text.. shit! pasaload.. he gave back the load i hve given him.. lalo k0ng naiyak.. wala na talga... then.. i received a text after.. finally.. its a text na talga fr0m him.. he t0ld me if my decisi0n is really final.. kung un ba talga ung gust0 k0h.. i t0ld him na i kn0w nah he wants a break up naman talga,, so im giving it t0 him already.. i t0ld him din nah.. alam k0ng wala lang sakanya un.. then he texted back nah, alam k0h naman daw na ayaw niya.. and if i really want a break up.. its ok..c0z i want it..but if i'll say n0.. he'll be happy ab0ut it.. the i t0ld him na,, um-o0 na xa.. s0 bakit pah siya magiging happy if i'll say n0.. na i dnt want na pala.. kxe he said o0 nah diba.. tapos.. he texted back,, he t0ld me nah he doesnt want a break up.. and nakikipag bati na xa.. and saying sorry about everything.. and he t0ld me nah puntah kami sa church ng 4pm..
wah..i though its the end of everythin already.. i thought nah,, dumating na ung kinakatakutan k0h.. thank g0d.. may c0ntinuati0n pah.. buti nalang.. after that,, i called up kat so we can g0 t0 sm since i and jay'z date is n0t tuloy.. s0 , we went t0 sm ar0und 2:30.. n0t knowing if i and jayjay will still attend the mass.. s0 un, i called him ar0und 3:30, i asked him if we are still tuloy.. sabi niya yes.. but he's n0t yet taking his bath parin dat tym..hmp! s0, sabi niya 4:10 daw..edi,, we stayed parin in sm.. so umalis kami dun ng 4,, i was w0rried kxe baka andn na si jay,, kxe 4:10 nah the bus is n0t yet m0ving and still w8ng f0r passengers.. s0, i texted him na, im on da way nah,, c0z i kn0w naman na its n0t traffic..
tapos.. nung nakarating nak0 sa meeting place.. g0sh.. he's n0t yet there.. s0,, since i dnt hve load.. and what i have inside my wallet is only 100, (c0z i spend my m0ney f0r zagu and fares..).. s0,, 70nalang ung m0ney k0h after nagpalod.... after receiving the SMARTLOAD.. i called him and i asked him if asan na xa,,he told me na nasa jip na xa.. empot?! jip palang?! kala k0h l8 nak0o0o0o.. mas late parin talaga xa.. and he's with v0n and m0n.. s0 he told me na din t0 ask kat t0 g0 rin with us.. when i called up kat.. tinatamad nadaw xa.. s0 un.. tapos.. nagsimba na kami..
marami pah k0ng gusto ikwent0h.. pero,, wag nah.. basta.. masama na yata ak0h?! o0.. naiiyak nak0h.. nakokonsenya.. emp0t talga.. (jepanie.. im using your expressi0n..).. basta,, i'll st0p myself. i pr0mize.. at ikw lang p0h talga ang iluluv k0h..dnt w0rry.. ikw lang p0h talga..
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
tym & attenxi0n..
t0day.. is one of the important day of this m0nth.. that's why i should feel happy.. i should feel contented kxe i know nah this day,, my day.. will be complete.. but sad to say.. uhm.. i think.. i still ask for somethin.. nagyari nb sau ung parang.. one of the important peepz in ur lyf started t0 focus his attenti0n in other thingz.. n0t with an0ther gurl.. but a h0bby..
maybe im acting stupid again..?! coz this day is our day.. but his mind is jaz m0vin f0r simple thing.. f0cused sa isang.. sa isang.. sa isang,, basketball>!? hmp! ang stupid k0h n0h..sa isang laro ak0h nagseselos.. im acting like a child again.. but duh!i kn0w anman that there's a reason para mag selos sa isang lar0 eh..
nagpakabait na nga ak0h,, i started nah nga t0 c0ntrol my temper since last last day.. per0,, may nagpupush parin sakin na maging mad eh.. bt gan0n..i dunn0 if it is ryt t0 feel this way.. may magagawa bah k0h?! sana lang.. maisip niya.. he's n0t giving me enough attenti0n and enough time anym0re.. that's why i act stupid and childish m0st of the tym since he started having his practice..
dati,, 7pm up t0 9.. pero ngaun.. lalong lumalala eh..lalo na k0ng hindi napapansin.. eh nagun.. 8 hanggang 10,, o kaya.. 7 up t0 10.. th0ugh im t00 sleepy nah at that tym.. im f0rcing myself na mgasing..so i can text back if he texted me nah.. pero.. bat gan0n.. kulang parin ung attenti0n eh.. diba?! c0nsuelo naman diba.. ak0h.. nahihirapan din sumtymz.. what i ask lang naman is tym diba.?! and attenti0n.. per0 bakit,, unti2x nababawasan..
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this pC is really stupid..
haha.. akala moh ba natutuwa koh sa computer namin ngaun>!? echoz.. ang pangit.. windows 2000??! eh empot naman talga oh,, naging pangit ung itsure ng blog koh..tas kapag mag popost me ng entry,, kakaiba nah.. wahh!!help me,, i h8 this thingie so much.. napaka.. grr..ang pangit talaga.. feeling koh ayoko na tuloy amg internet..kc,, dati.. i love my blog so much..but now>!?? my gosh..!! mas amlaki ung side section sa tingin koh d2 kesa dun sa pinaka pinagpopostan ng entry..tama bah un.. i h8 it talaga..so much.. now,, im thinking.. if i should quit mah blog nah..huhuhu..
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
its not that bad..
hey there.. yah know what.. uhmm.wala lang, medyo tanggal na badtwip koh..hindi ko rin natiis na hindi xa itext,, pewo.. nagtexzt ako,,pero hindi para amkipag peace.. inaway ko nga eh.. asar kxe..db? yun din cguro ung gagawin moh if ure in mah situation ayt??! eh, 4na nga ko natulog tapos 8ako nagising..tama ba un..tas badtrip pah ko,,kxe tumunog ung cp ko kaya me nagising, kala ko siya nah un pala operator logo lang..! ewan.. tapos nun..after 10mins. i texted him.. sabi ko "napaka walang kwenta talga ng relationship na toh.." tapos hindi parin nagtetextbak.. db?! nakakaloko na kaya noh..nakakabuwisit na nga eh.. after 20mins. pinasahan koh siya ng 2,, tas sabi koh sabihin niya lang if he wats to end up everythin and im willing to let him go namn.. tas nag sorry siya, kasi wala daw siyang load, eh.. alam koh namang hindi gano nagpapahiram ung mom niya ng cp eh, kaya ganon..
pero kahit na angsosorry siya ng sorry.. siyempre naasr parin akoh diba, he's reason is not enough..kxe simple thing nga lang un,,pero malaki ung meaning nun diba, at hindi niya nagawa ung maliit na bagay na un.. so.. anong eexpect niya skin,, matuwa?! tas sinabi koh sakanya, kung akala niya bah masaya pah ko..tapos edi ganon.. tas sorry siya ng sorry.. eh..mauubos na ung load,, kaya um-oo na koh.. pero, siyempre.. until now.. hindi parin ok.. sige, i accept nga his sorry,,pero taht doesnt mean nah everythin is fine now.. ayt?! so un.. bahala na talga..
pero, ok parin..atleast hindi sumabog ung atomic bomb.. tapos.. hay nq..grabe.. amsama na ba talga ko, na sa tuwing nag aaway kami lagi ko nalang sinasabing let's end everythin na.. na.. as in break na kami.. though.. deep inside... ayoko din naman,, masarap kxe ung ganung feeling eh.. alam moh ba un??! un parang..............
hayyyyyyyyyyyy.. ung tipong.. ma feefeel mo na ayaw ka niyang i-lose?! ung sasabihin mong mag break na kau, tas hindi siya papayag.. kxe kahit papano,, nararamdaman kong importante ako sa life niya.. na pinapahalagahan niya ko.. at alam kong.. ayaw niya rin ako mawala.. pero.. pano pag.. dumating ung oras na sinabi ko un at napuno na pala siya.. na bigla siyang um-o0?! an0ng lusot ung gagawin koh..eh.. diba?! getz moh bah..well.. bahla na talga!!
buti nalang talga hindi sumabog ung atomic bomb na un..kxe baka hindi nako nagpopost ngaun at ag suicide anko.. ehehhe.. jz joking!nah.. wt i mean is.. bka hindi na ko nagpopost d2 at ngumangalngal nalang sa quaRt0 koh..haha.. buti nlang talga.. kxe, granada lang ung sumabog at hindi atomic o nuclear bomb.. kung nagkataon.. nq.. namomomroblema koh ngaun.. namomomroblema kung pano lalabas ng kwarto ng hindi namamaga ung mata..hahaha..
eniweyz.. tuloy yata kami tom.. but im not sure if its still swimming kxe.. as far s i know jay will go to puerto blah blah nga.. so un.. kaya baka sa hauz na lang kami nila marj o kaya watch kami movieng apat..kxe i know anamn na v0n wont go with us if jay isnt der eh.. ats bukas kung papaiwan man si jay at hindi siya sumama sa puerto blah blah.. hindi rin siguro siya makakasama samin..so baka we'll be stayin lang in marj's hauz.. eniweyz.. mag kapit bahay lang naman cla ni jay eh.. kaya un,, way nako.. bahal na.. basta sabi niya sakin kanina.. tuloy daw kami sa 23.. but i still dont know, kasi baka biglang hindi nanaman siya payagan ng m0m niya.. hirap ng gan2, nako.. pero.. bahala nah..sana lang talga payagan un sa 23,, tska siya ung ang plan nung lakad na un.. kaya dapat payagan siya.. kundi.. ma didis appoint talga koh..
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ang hindi makatulog..
oist.. ikw! alam moh bah.. badtwip pawin ako.. alas-3 na ng umaga.. pero f*ck! and2 parin ako, nakababad ang mga mata sa computer.. ewan ko ba, sa utak koh gusto koh na matulog,, eh kxo hindi talga ko makatulog eh.. sabagay, kung sasabog ung nuclear bomb bukas o atomic bomb man, at umiyak ako.. at mamaga ang mga eyes koh, may reason na koh para sabihing, namamaga ang mga mata koh, kxe wala pah kong tulog.. o diba!astig noh.. ay!sh*t!ewan.. banas talga..an0h, iintayin koh bang sumabog ung nuclear b0mb na un..,,o makikipag bati ak0h?! eh pero, bakit ak0h makikipag bati.. kung wala naman ak0ng ginawang kaxalanan diba? eh ni hindi k0h nga alam kung mgkaaway ba kami eh.. duh,,why will i..??! i never wanted to look stupid n0h,,.. magx0x0ri ng walang dahilan.. makikipag bati ng hindi k0h manlang alam na magkaaway kami.. ay!sh*t talgang buhay t0h.. ilang oras nalang babagsak narin ung mga mata k0h..matutulog.. pero gumagawa parin ak0h ng kasalanan.. tama bah t0h.. pasenXa nah,, d2 lang talga k0h nakakapag labas ng sama ng loob eh, though i know na wala namang pakielam ung mga taong nagbabasa n2.. ikw! o0..ikw! di ka manlang magc0c0ment or what so evah..db?! hmp!leche naman oh..m22log nalng panay problema pah..tas pag kagising, problema nanaman.. hay.. buhay talga.. ewan..
shane1823 grooved at
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i h8 mah lyf..
oist.. ikaw.. alam mo bah.. badtrip akoh ngaun..! amf*ck talaga.. paxensya nah.. alam moh bang 10am pah ung last text namin,, at hindi na ulit xa nagtext? at hindi na ulit ako nagtext?! nakakaasar diba.. nagpaload ako, pero hindi ko xa tinext.. kxe hindi siya nagtetext.. at kung bukas.. kung magtetext akoh.. HINDI! hanggat hindi niya koh tinetext.. at kung sa mga oras n2 eh, eto rin ang balak niyang gawin.. paxensya nalang.. baka maging isang nuclear bomb ang away namin bukas.. 3days nalang mag teten months na kami, tas gan2 pah.. pu*cha naman oh!
shane1823 grooved at
04:33 am
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